Because I have to work tomorrow morning at 8:45, and because I just learned something really great and don't have anyone to tell it to...
-The Relationship Survey -
- Friendships -
01. Have you always remained friends with the same people? No, I never stay friends with anyone for very long. I have a hard time with a real committed relationship. I suppose that could be based on the relationships I have been surrounded with most of my life.
02. Have you ever been bestfriends with someone you now hate? You know, I don't think I have ever had a best friend.
03. Who were your childhood friends? My sister and brother, Amanda, Christina, Jenny.
04. Who are in your main circle of friends nowadays? I don't really know. I haven't seen most of my friends in almost a month.
05. Are you popular with your friends and acquaintances? No, I wouldn't say popular. Tolerated...maybe?
06. Do you have just the few friends? A very few that I really trust.
07. If so - do you prefer it that way? Yeah.
08. Would you like to have new friends? Yes, actually. But I hear that is what college is good for. I still want to keep some people from home close too... but that seems like it might be hard since none of us are gone and I already have a hard time seeing people.
09. Do your friends share the same things in common with you? No, not really. No one that I know is quite like me... and I guess I like to keep it that way.
010. Where do you hang out? Kevin's, Curt's, any place where there aren't parents or strict rules.
011. Do you have a good or bad social life? I wouldn't call my life social.
012. Where do you go to meet nice people? Um... I would have to say my AA meetings... Just kidding, but seriously you don't "Go" anywhere to meet any kind of person.
013. Who is the greatest friend you have ever known? Um........
014. Do you believe that you are a good friend? Not really. But I wish I could be. If that counts for anything.
015. Have you ever been two faced or betrayed one of your friends? Yeah, and I will admit I have done a little of it myself. Still doesn't make me a better person.
- Love/Lust -
01. What do you personally think about love? I think that it is something that is really hard to come by. I think that there are a lot of people out there who pass of lust as love and try to make a go of it. It is those people who send our divorce rate through the roof. I also think that love isn't something easy. It is something you have to work to achieve, and something and that you have to feed to keep alive, and it is something that you can never take for granted because it's special and deserves to be treated that way.
02. Have you ever experienced it? No.
03. If not, do you think about it a lot and want to find it? I don't really think about it anymore because, to tell the truth, I am a little afraid of it. I don't want to find it, but I do want to experience it some day.
04. How do you think you know when you're in love? You like being with the person more than you like being apart from them, you trust them, you can tell them everything, even the dark stuff you hide from your best friend, you take their criticism and their kindness without holding a grudge, you give up your flaws, and their's because they don't matter when you are together, and you are willing to go out of your way to see them smile.
05. Is love the most important thing to you in life? No, if this refers only to great love. You can be happy without a great love in your life. Yes if it refers to the love you feel for the things in this world that make you happy.
06. Do you have a girl/boyfriend? No.
07. How many girl/boyfriends have you had in the past? None.
08. When you see your boyfriend or crush, do you get butterflies in your stomach? _______
09. Do you think you are attractive to the opposite sex? Couldn't really tell you.
010. Have you ever been ditched for someone who was supposedly better looking than you? ________
011. Who was your first kiss? Haven't had one.
012. What was it like? _______
013. Do you want to get married sometime in the future? The ultimate question. Yeah, only if I know that I can make it work. I don't want to put my children (if I have them some day) into the same situation I have been in.
014. Are you scared of committment? No, I don't think I am scared of it. I just don't really think that I am able to handle it.
015. Have you ever had feelings for a close friend? At one point, sort of.
016. Are you happy with your love life at the moment? Yes, I know that I don't need a guy in my life to complete me, and I know that I am too much of an emotional mess to put anyone else through it. I wouldn't mind a change, if someone is up for a challenge, but I am not really looking for one right now. | 
